I Freiburg along a Zhuiman sun slowly walking the streets. It is located in a picturesque small town in southwestern Germany. And in the spring to advance. The not too distant future, here near the Black Forest will be overflowing with groups of tourists. There are well-known beauty, and of course the cuckoo clock.
At that time I am 19 years old, is the first time ever away from my stepmother. In nearly 10 years before, she told me how much I ugly, useless, out of tune with other people. My own mother to be mentally ill, so my childhood in children's homes and adoptive parents spent at home.
At the time, I love doing their own thing: research and learning. I was a local university admission, the study of literature, philosophy and psychology. Why do not I happy? It seems that every time I looked in the mirror, or try to get along with others in a calm, step-mother's ghost will be into my head, my goods in the first full assessment. I was too shy, even in unfamiliar cities and towns that lost, do not want strangers to ask for directions.
I am due to heart through the streets in Freiburg, all of a sudden, Pier fat a person to jump in front of me.
"You like so many beautiful girls not in need of encyclopedias?" He said, efforts to Zhengzhao tired eyes watching my eyes.
I immediately realized this is nothing but a rush of businesses to attract the low-level salesmen --- trick, after all, I am a higher class of philosophy and the only female.
But this is not the key. The key lies in the fact that at this moment I have something to illuminate the dark corners of the soul.
As you so beautiful girl, can you do not need an encyclopedia?
Never seems to only two girls: one is the Qieqie bookworm (like me), and the other is sound but the high amounts of the Su Yan Barbie. Guess what boys would like. I am a young woman, of course, want popular, attractive --- but I also want to be a show I really, deep thinking.
As you so beautiful girl, can you do not need an encyclopedia?
I mind showing a magnificent picture. I imagine that hung in the museum's painting, painting is a young and the connotation of the President, is the background of the garden flowers. She was wearing a dress, against the side of a tree. Knowing her charming smile made her radiant face. Lan Zhao her stack of books, nothing artificial. Painting a piece of metal under the licensing painting inscribed the title: "Encyclopedia of holding a beautiful girl."
And appropriate fashion, that is what I want to be the kind of girl.
I bought the encyclopedia, to buy a month. In order to buy it, I made a lot of sacrifice, but if you can walk, who need to take the tram? If there is cheese, who need to eat meat? Whenever received a precious package, I have to spend several hours amazed cover Bao blue, golden light of the printers, there is natural to read the book.
In the ensuing years, I gradually came out of his shell. I find that we are able to enjoy life, because life is full of fun. I have a friend. I love the. In fact, I also learned how to get lost in the time to ask the way.
A few years later, my step-mother died from cancer. Before his death, she called me and asked me if I could go to see her.
Go to Munich from Cologne train, I looked at the fairy-tale landscape of the Rhine, our thinking is how to get along, as well as their ability to forgive her. Things are not that complicated. We sat together and watched a number of old photos, and chatted her childhood in Estonia. She did not use the number of words to pray for my forgiveness, but I feel that her intention.
When I say goodbye, I felt relief, and finally the release.
About 10 years ago, I married an American and emigrated to the United States. I do not have to bring Encyclopedia. Since there can easily find information on the Internet, who needs heavy and out-of-date "bricks and mortar"?
I often return to Germany. I kept my aunt encyclopedia, was also there to go back. Sometimes, I can not touched bao fading of the blue cover and then covered with gold dust of printers, which will readily open a. Bearing in mind that I take the liberty of strangers say words at the moment, because the urgent need for a good evaluation of the young girls, this is her life's special moments.
I asked myself, Who does this strange? ... ...
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